“Billie Eilish loves spreading awareness in her music videos, and her new video for “Xanny,” which came out today, is no different. The whole thing is pretty much a beautiful anti-smoking PSA, which is very fitting, considering the song.

“The day we wrote ‘xanny,’ the night before I had been with a group of my friends and they all got drunk and were throwing up and I wasn’t,” she explained. “They were Juuling, throwing up, drinking, kept throwing up, kept drinking more, kept throwing up more, and then kept drinking. What was really weird to me is that nobody cared…. It was so weird, I was just like, ‘What? This is normal?”

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